FEED THE BIRDS!!!!!!!!! Such pretty birds..I don't remember what they are called but there were at least 10 of them on the deck! They aren't scared to get super close to you either! They are awesome!

Cute little girl I met while waiting to pick up Sean from Cheeky Monkey's Day Care. She was so cute, she kept coming up behind me and yelling BOO! haha so cute!

Pirate Ship at Darling Harbor...awesome!

Beautiful fountain at the park near where I went for Church on Sunday...won't be going back to that ward. Ha. Everyone was Asian or Tongan...not that that is a problem...I just couldn't understand them.

BIG MOVE!!

So I have moved to Australia! 9 months minimum. Today is my second day! I left Arizona at 8 pm on Monday the 21st. Flew to LA then from there I had a 12 hour flight to New Zealand. From Auckland New Zealand to Sydney was another 2.5 hours. So I got here on Wednesday the 23rd.( Tuesday the 22nd in Az) I thought I would be exhausted by the time I got here, but I wasn't. Nina the Au Pair before me, and Sean showed me arounds Mosman. Mosman is a little suburb about 15 min from Sydney. When Catherine and Eammonn got home from work we all went to the beach and had fish and chips. It was delicious, and the beach was BEAUTIFUL! We got home and Grand-dad made us all some tea(I swear its always tea time!) I stayed up til about 10 then was wide awake at 5am.
Today after waking up at 5 I forced myselft to fall back asleep and I selpt til about 8. When I got up Eammonn had gone to work and Seanm, Nina and Catherine had just finished breakfast so I had some breakfast then we all headed to the beach for some tea and coffee with Grand-dad. Like I said always Tea Time. Then Catherine and Sean took Nina to the airport and I stayed home with Grand-dad, I did laundry and put my room together, worked out with the Wii. Grand-dad taught me about cricket and we watched a game. Then Catherine and Sean got home and we made dinner. And again we just had more tea. Not to eventful yet, but I am loving it! Tomorrow I'm going to explore downtown Sydney and hopefully get a SIM card so I can call home and have a cell phone to be in touch with everyone here. :)

Life=AMAZING!!!

I am so loving my life right now! I was jobless from july-january. I got a job at Siren as the office girl (they sale home alarm/security systems) so i've been there for about 2 months :) and I just got another job at European Wax Center as a wax specialist! Oh how I love it!! I can finally use the my education! WAHOO!!!:) :) :) I am moving into an apartment with one of my greatest friends Shae! I just bought an 04 Mazda 3! ZOOM ZOOM!!! And i am possibly getting a puppy! Wow life is so looking up! I have an audition here in about 2 weeks! Wish me luck! It's for the AZ Cardinals Cheerleaders!! :) Wow so many good things! I can't wait to go up to Utah(who knows when that will be) to see my new little nephew Madsen! YAY! I will for sure be there for the 4th of July! YAY! Oh life is so good! I wish everyone could be as happy as I am! :)

The rest of the photos from a bit ago when I was "UPDATING"

My Super Awesome Siblings! This is the famous Esther! :-D (let's ignore what I look like)

CODY JONES!!!! he's my favorite!!

This is for my girl Rachelle! She's amazing!

I just love these pics..I had to put another! Love these girls!

:`-( RUNAWAY

So I try to keep my blogs on the happy side of life..but life's not always happy. I mentioned in my last one that some friends and I would be taking a trip to CA. We have it all planned out but now I am starting to rethink the whole thing. 1st---we leave on my sisters bday and that just isn't nice of me since she will be spending her birthday alone..i really should go up to Flag and stay with her. 2nd Dallin can't come because he has family stuff. :-( I am super bummed about it. PS have I mentioned my major crush on this boy who decided to move to utah.. 93 days ago..and I haven't seen him for 107..yes I am lame. oh well . 3rd reason...I stupidly set up my friend Cody with my friend Shae and I have been abandoned by both of them..the trip is starting to feel more like a trip for the 2 of them..and honestly I don't think it will turn out well. I have been really excited about this trip..up until they started dating..now I just don't want to go. And to top it all off I am making Cody a quilt for some extra money, sadly I feel like if it weren't for this quilt or the CA trip I would never hear from him. Makes me wonder if any of his other friends ever hear from him anymore. :-( It's really sad. I considered him one of my best friends, and we weren't even friends for that long. So there's my 1st rant

Lately, nothing makes me happy. I feel like the freaking ocean..I have really big ups...but those big ups turn into even bigger downs. It's not fair..I just want my life back. I want to be happy about things. :-( This past year has been so hard. With everything, jobs, school, boys, family..everything. I just want it all to be better again. I want to smile and laugh and not have a care in the world. But that's just thing. I think I care too much about people and how my friends are feeling. I do whatever it takes to make them happy. I should be the same way with my family but sometimes I just feel like I push them away. I don't know what to do. I really want to move out of Az but I don't think that will really solve anything and it will hurt my mom. But on the other hand, I don't know if there's anything left for me here. I don't want to run away but I do...why can't I just decide on something and get on with my life.
I wish like in that new country song by Love and Theft, I could just sell all my things and pack my bags and never look back, take the parallel line with the railroad track...I'll be a RUNAWAY!
Does running away solve anything..I'd like to think that it does, because I would really love to runaway right now...but sadly running away takes money...something I do not have. :-(

Update...??

This is me and Kalicia! We have some good times together! Many Many Adventures! As you can see by my other blogs!

These are the Grandparents! Granpa died on July 20, 2009 :-( But we all got to say goodbye to him on his birthday! July 5, 2009. That is the day this picture was taken!

This is my ultimate BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD! My lovely sister! I went to Flag and spent a few days with her! It was awesome!

This is my Shanna friend! We look like poo but its ok! This night we decided to climb up ontop of the Elmentary school that is across the street from her house! That was an adventure!

Here is my amazing family! Chad, Cody, Dad, Ivan(Ris' hubby), Katie, Mom, Me, Ris, and the cute lil man Gideon(Chad & Katie's boy)

This is Shaela! It was her first night long boarding! My good buddy Cody let's us ride his long boards all the time! So much fun! They make fun of me cuz I pose for picts while riding...what...ha!


Sadly I have no picts of Cody yet...but I will! He's freaking awesome!

And I have no recent ones Es either..but you better believe those will come! :-)

We are all taking a trip to California soon it will be so much fun! When I say we...I mean, Me, Cody, Shaela, Dallin, Kalicia...and one more guy...we haven't decdied who we want to take yet! ha! But it will be a BLAST! We're so excited!

So Markell said I need to update...so here goes! ... This could be long!

I graduated school! YAY! I was going to school aesthetics, I started in January and finished in June! I am now waiting to take my state boards. It costs a good $185 so I am trying to find the money..since I lost my job back in July things have been rough. I pretty much just lay out by the pool all day..are you wondering if I am tan...well I am not ha! :-)

I have some of the greatest friends a girl could ask for! I have my family of course! They are definitely my BEST friends! But then I have Kalicia, Shaela, Cody, Shanna, & Esther(just got home from her mission on friday!!) That's my crew! YAY! If I had picts of all of them I would post them..So I'll post what I do have of them! :-)

Kalicia and I have been friends for about 2 years! YAY! Shae is a girl who was in my aesthetics class and pretty much the sweetest cutest girl on the planet! Love her! Cody is my all time best guy friend! I freaking love him! He will do anything for me and I'll do anything for him! He's the best. Currently I am making him a quilt and he is going to pay for it...money towards my state boards! :-) Yes he's the best! Es was one of the 1st girls I met when I moved out here and she is nothing short of amazing! Shanna is a girl who was in my ward but we didn't become friends until I moved back home! she's the greatest!

1st DATE!

Ok so let's not get too excited! Just kidding be VERY excited!
So last night I had my first date with possibly the cutest guy EVER! His name in Clint Brock. Oh so cute! I'll start at the beginning. He is a patient at the office I work at, the first time he came in I really thought nothing of him. He gave me his paper work and I took him to the back to get his 1st consult. Then when he and his friend came to reschedule I wrote them in the book at the day & time they wanted...they were both totally shocked that I remembered their names. The next time he was in, me and Judith were going on about how we don't like small talk with guys (long story) anyway so he comes up to the desk and was like so what's so bad about small talk. He comes in 3 times a week and I don't really think too much...like yeah he's cute but whatever. Then one day he came in and Judith was rescheduling him and she was like when am I going to see you again..( she's Hispanic so her English is close to perfect, but not quite) he looked at me like oh my gosh is she asking me out. I just busted up laughing! His face was Hilarious! Then I just kept doing my work, then he left. Judith was like 'oh Sadie he likes you!!!' I said uh huh yeah..right..she was like no no he really likes you! he kept looking at you and smiling. (Ok she was right and he is oh so super cute) Anyway so from then on Judith decided to spread the word through the office that Clint like me and I thought he was attractive. Well this past Friday, Clint came into the office before I was there and Dr. Rogers told him that I liked him and then Judith proceeded to ask him if he had a girlfriend..he thought she was hitting on him lol. When I got in they all told me about it. It was funny. So I worked on Saturday and he wasn't supposed to come in until Monday, but he came in. I was sweeping the floors and emptying the trash when I rounded the corner going full walking speed to get the trash at the front when I ran right into him..I had no idea he had even come in. That was kinda weird and I wasn't sure how to react cuz I was a little surprised. Then he stayed and talked with Dr Rogers for awhile. He was talking about some tickets that he had and didn't have anyone to go with, and Rogers was like well just ask Sadie...I pretended not to hear that and kept working. Then a little bit later when some other patients had come in, he bounced up (literally) to my desk and was like what are you doing today? Do you wanna go to this college basketball game with me? I was like yeah sure. He was like well there is one catch....you'd have to drive. It's out in Glendale and I'm on my way out there right now cuz I have to work..I was like whoa that's far. Then he said well we'll work something out. And then he left. Rogers came up and was like so are you going and I was like I dunno he said we'd work something out but he doesn't have my number... :-( Dr Rogers was like well that sucks, why didn't you just agree to drive up there. I said ' I don't have enough gas in my car to make it up there and back home' Rogers was like well I'll give you some money..call him and tell him your coming. So I got his number out of the computer and called him. he gave me directions and I proceeded to get all nervous to go. Then about 20 min later he txtd me and told me that his boss may not let him off :-( turns out his boss didn't let him off so we had to cancell that. But then he asked if I wanted to go to a movie or something with him that night. I of course said yes and asked when he was getting off. he said 5 and that he'd call me. well he called me at 530 and said that his best friends parents were in town and wanted to take him out to dinner. so we planned for a movie after. he asked me to check movie times and we decided to go to the 820 showing of Monsters VS Ailens. So I waited and waited and got nervous and wondered if it was actually gonna work out. Then 8 finally rolls around and I had decided that I would meet him there (I felt bad) cuz he was in Glendale and I'm in AJ (super far apart) so I met him at the theatre. I called him when I got there and asked where he parked...there was a spot right by his truck..which was pretty cool. The movie was great! So funny! After we walked out to our cars and just stood there and talked then he was like do you wanna sit down...I looked around like 'where' and then he put down his tail gate and we sat and talked til 1245. It was awesome...although I kinda feel like maybe I told him too much :-( Oh well I'm a worrier and beat myself up about things like this. I just need to not worry about it and go on like it was AMAZING! which it totally was. Then we left and went our seperate ways. I see him tomorrow cuz he comes in for an appointment. I'm excited..!!! I know so much about him and he knows alot about me...which is good...right!?!
Now to tell you what he looks like..Dark brown curly hair, brown eyes. Super muscular, 6'4'' (yay!) I was wearing 4'' heels and still only went to the top of his shoulder! yay! Girls this man in HOTT! In every way! I so hope something...anything works out!
Oh and he plays football for MCC.
:-D